Seattle revisited........

So the boy and I are once again heading north to support our "local" NFL team.....yes the seahawks. I am pretty excited not only have the seahawks had an amazing year and are in the playoffs, I also wragled an extra day off from work. I was totally blown away that my dad was able to get me ticketsas well as the good fortune of being able to attend. Now thanks to bank holidays I have a three day weekend. YAY....amazing how thinks work out.

The game should be fun went to one earlier this year and was not dissappointed. It was a terrible day typical for seattle, rainy and cold,`but we got lucky and our seats were undercover. May not have been the best view but we were dry. The only bad thing about the enitre day was that i got food poisoning from something i ate at the game. Oh well live and learn. Bottom line the game was fun.

Well enough about my little excusion...work sucks right now and i can honestly say i am thirilled for a little break....The 7-11 thing is becoming an overwhelming annoyance, hopefully that won't take to long to deal with. well i am bored with myself so anyway.......

Hair.....

So I knwo this is going to sound really lame.....I have always had really pretty hair ...long dark and straight....well now my "new " hair that is growing in is turing curly..... I know most people always wish they had what but I love my hair and I don't want curly hair....oh well i guess i have to deal with the cards that are delt to me....life goes on and there are bigger issues to deal with, one of them being my horrible couret date tomorrow to deal with my 7-11 issue. I was so freaked out last night i got about ten min. of sleep...which is not enough....I will kepp y'all updated with this current drama.

Sef-destruction

Why do we do it.......Well I for one feel that I have no control over the events in my life. I almost feel like someone else is making all these decisions when In reality it is myself and I am the only one to blame..... I am not proud of who I am...when I look in the mirror I do not see someone i like. How do I go about changing this?????

I guess I have taken the first step in this mini crusade i have. I have contacted a licensed professional to help me deal with my mind that makes me go crazy. Hopefully they can help me understand why I think and do the things I do, because I don't get it. I have everything that is supposed to make people happy yet I am not. I have a wonderful boyfriend, family, home , and even a job i can tolerate going to daily. So what you may ask is the problem. I dont fucking know. If I did we wouldn't be having any of these issues. I am rambling and I am in a bad place.....