Why do we do it.......Well I for one feel that I have no control over the events in my life. I almost feel like someone else is making all these decisions when In reality it is myself and I am the only one to blame..... I am not proud of who I am...when I look in the mirror I do not see someone i like. How do I go about changing this?????
I guess I have taken the first step in this mini crusade i have. I have contacted a licensed professional to help me deal with my mind that makes me go crazy. Hopefully they can help me understand why I think and do the things I do, because I don't get it. I have everything that is supposed to make people happy yet I am not. I have a wonderful boyfriend, family, home , and even a job i can tolerate going to daily. So what you may ask is the problem. I dont fucking know. If I did we wouldn't be having any of these issues. I am rambling and I am in a bad place.....
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