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So I swear that I am a crazy person or something......I do not know how to go a week without getting myself into some sort of sticky situation. I am horrible with money..... I wish I could just sit down with someone and figure out where it all goes.... I do make alright money, and I have seriously very little bills. So where does it go.... I am not a drug addict, I don't buy expensive clothing..... I don't drive an expensive car. SO where does all the money i make go.... I always feel l.ike I am broke... I do have to admit since I started dating this guy things have got a little more expensive. I love to spoil and pamper him.... I think he deserves it after the way the last girl treated him.....but I think i went a little over board. I hope he won't get mad at me for not conintuing down the path of spoildom, is that a word. I dont' think he would but I do think he got a little used to it.... My goal in the coming year is to learn how to budget and not to blow my checks on stuff I don't need ....maybe if I create a goal, like a vacation to save for that will help. Well I am sure this is full of spelling and gramatical errors....oh well